hai again. so now im really feel fucked up. no i dont care about the picture but did you ever feel 'sentap'? its just like he didnt trust to you anymore. and give up with you. and he talks like a stranger with you. and yes im 'sentap' right now. just that. no i dont want to eat. i have no appetite eat actually. no mood. oh god why this is happening again. cant you believe me? sometimes i feel the same. but then i suddenly remember what you did and that is the prove that you love me so much. then i kick the problems away. and im so sentap. seriously. i dont want to cry. and yes. i keep on hiding the pain that i feel. heh no one cares with me. yeah. so why dont you just let me die first?! erghh. i love you. cant you just understand or remember that i love you so much? i repeat. SO MUCH. oh god im gonna tear up. shit im in tears. and you said i didnt care about your feelings? wtf. pls pls pls. enough. im torn. and im tired. ok keep blame it on me. geez , im okay. but im just falling. nah im okay. just remember. i love you. i do love you.

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