its you.
Tuesday | 2:06 AM | 0Comment
thank to Allah i met you. i know you. and you're apart of me now. one of the important thing in my life. uncompleted without you. i just want you to know , that you are the best thing ever i had. and i never knew i needed when i first met you. we started with friends. only just being a close friend. everyone started to psycho me and you together. and some of them said , he cant be the next one for me. and i said , of course no hahahaha are joking and bla bla bla. but all of you , including me were wrong. the prove is we're together now. for almost one year being together. the longest relationship that i ever had. with him. sometimes i think. how can i love him. how can i met him. how can we're together. how can all those things happened so sudden. i'm just shocked. but im glad cause i think he's not the wrong guy. the only one. for me. and i hope he's the one. until we get married and have a baby. cute baby. i love you to the moon and back. 10 months and 14 days , we spend time together. date , share problems , stories , laugh together , cry together , eat together and others. there's so much that we've done before this. and most of them , you were the first time. maybe , you're not the first for me , but i hope you're the last one for me. and im the first for you. also i hope im the last one for you. just you and me. no one else can be replace you. no one. nobody. just you. i will always want you. and if today i didnt see your face , nothing changes no one can take your place. and ill love you more than i did before.i did everything for you. i gave you all of me. and you gave your all to me. i appreciate you. appreciate for what you have done to get me. i dont think its hard. but im glad that you'll never easy to let me go. i trust you. my trust is on you. dont break my heart. take care of it. and ill take care of your heart. now ,promise me that you wont leave me. and you will marry me. and love me forever. ily ♡
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im hiding so much pain inside. the pain that you'll never feel. you'll never understand. and the pain that you'll never care about that cause you only care about your feeling the most. you didnt trust me anymore but im okay. i still trust you. jealous? hahahahahhahahahahahaa no im not. heh and i hate waiting. i've waited for a long time but then..... you talked to other people. nah im okay again. im fine. dont worry about me. im just tired to hide the pain but i have to. cause i love you. cause i dont want to let you pressure yourself. nah just blame it all on me. "IM FINE"