im hiding so much pain inside. the pain that you'll never feel. you'll never understand. and the pain that you'll never care about that cause you only care about your feeling the most. you didnt trust me anymore but im okay. i still trust you. jealous? hahahahahhahahahahahaa no im not. heh and i hate waiting. i've waited for a long time but then..... you talked to other people. nah im okay again. im fine. dont worry about me. im just tired to hide the pain but i have to. cause i love you. cause i dont want to let you pressure yourself. nah just blame it all on me. "IM FINE"